Talent...

[mabelorre]

Is what people think I don`t seem to have.. *sigh*

For thoase not in the know (`cept for Liz and Shan) I`m studying to be a film maker and I`m working on one school work that consist on filming a short story (10 minutes, of course the shooting lasts longer but edited it has to be around 10 minutes long)) I offered to be the cameraman (or woman in my case lol) because I know I have skills with whatever I propose myself to do but people dont seem to trust me, collage says I will hellp the director of photography ( asort of an assistant) because the director of photography is going to be in charge of the camera as well because according to one memeber of my groups (and he`s not honest enough to say that on my phase without having to beat around the bush : I can`t use a camera for shit but I`ve had a history with him, let me tell you, because every time I worked with him using a camera he didn`t treat me well so I used to tell him a few things on his face embarrasing him in front of other workers..

Of course I`m not a crazy bitch, it`s that when people push me around to far then I get pissed and I tell them a few things.

Sorry for the rant but I feel that everytime I say I can do something and noone gives you a chance and you stress that point all they say is:"Don`t start with this again... you`ll do as planes so don`t complain!"

[Snoogans4Jay]

Nov 11, 2010 20:05:03 GMT -5 mabelorre said:

Is what people think I don`t seem to have.. *sigh*

For thoase not in the know (`cept for Liz and Shan) I`m studying to be a film maker and I`m working on one school work that consist on filming a short story (10 minutes, of course the shooting lasts longer but edited it has to be around 10 minutes long)) I offered to be the cameraman (or woman in my case lol) because I know I have skills with whatever I propose myself to do but people dont seem to trust me, collage says I will hellp the director of photography ( asort of an assistant) because the director of photography is going to be in charge of the camera as well because according to one memeber of my groups (and he`s not honest enough to say that on my phase without having to beat around the bush : I can`t use a camera for shit but I`ve had a history with him, let me tell you, because every time I worked with him using a camera he didn`t treat me well so I used to tell him a few things on his face embarrasing him in front of other workers..

Of course I`m not a crazy bitch, it`s that when people push me around to far then I get pissed and I tell them a few things.

Sorry for the rant but I feel that everytime I say I can do something and noone gives you a chance and you stress that point all they say is:"Don`t start with this again... you`ll do as planes so don`t complain!"

You just have to keep believing in yourself and don't let the fuckers get you down!

[mabelorre]

Of course, I do but the joke gets tiring when you are trying to do things right and all my mates would do is giggle at every move I´d do just because I had stepped over some wires but imagine what it is having to move arround knowing that you are surrounded by wires and cameras, lights.. shit happens (not that I broke some lights or anything, I´m NOT that stupid lol) and they make the tiring joke about me not knowing how to handle things when I do know well how to

But to round it up, I do believe in myself... In fact I believe in myself so much that I have some people on my list to dedicate my first oscar (dreaming is cheap, they say lol)