DAMN I wish I had said that.....

[Snoogans4Jay]

...I THOUGHT I already had a thread for this so if you find it I couldn't Guess that is why this thread is drunk and disorderly

"People. God knows I love them. (Do not fear the sarcasm). Actually I can't say that I hate very many people specifically: so few seem real enough to deserve that level of attention. Certainly though there are some good people out there, somewhere. It's just that, here, in my tiny facet of this spinning pile, it's so rare to really feel anything from anyone. Connections are difficult. There's an irritation in being among people who've already found their connection. And finding that those left who haven't are as undesirable as the void they would be replacing. The numbing mind-ream of knowing you're alone not because people won't accept you, but because you find so little worth accepting. An imposed solitude is better than simply tolerating your company in waiting for something better. So loneliness is not such a terrible thing when you consider that the alternative to thought provoking solace, is to be surrounded only by reminders of why that solitude is preferable. I'd take film and music over the blurry mass of faces I've encountered. People begin to look like mere fleshy reaction machines: passionless, and dead. But this is all in my own head; I can't claim to be arrogant enough to be certain of any particular perception. After all, reality is what we make it.........."

Jhonen Vasquez

[Snoogans4Jay]

"The definition of insanity is repeating the same behavior over and over and expecting a different outcome each time" ----J-Dog, San Quentin.

[Snoogans4Jay]

I entered the womb of a silent, sullen depression...
I wait to be hatched out..I am always stillborn....cold...blue...bad
As good as dead as gone as never was in the first place....
The last phase the same as the first phase...
Only now....I am more skilled in self-abuse...
I take lessons from the quiet phone...
The un-knocked on door...
The un-opened mailbox...
And the clock that won't shut off...
Someday I'll substitute a bullet for two Tylenol....

Henry Rollins

[Snoogans4Jay]

"I don't kill people. Perhaps it's just another inhibition to do away with. Perhaps not. There's really no way of telling. It's possible I've just never been able to well up so much interest in any person to care enough to end their life. I'd much rather avoid them altogether. Most of them. It's 4 AM and the sky is beautiful. Up and away from this room and this bed and the oppressive inevitability of sleep. I hate sleep. But sleep always comes (that or madness). Fighting off a heavy eyelid gets lonely, but spending time this way does allow you some insight on certain things, though perhaps trivial, as most things tend to be. You begin to get very familiar with an untainted sadness, and those nasty, all consuming mortal contemplations. And you begin to resent those that turn these things into laughable theatrics, and twist it into yet another fashion. It's not skull-buckle boots, or white makeup to put on bad skin. It all loses it's significance once you cheapen it by making it into a style thing. BUT, with all these irritations present I still maintain my STUPENDOUSLY sunny disposition . Having predominantly unpleasant thoughts is just another thing to accept as normality, and eventually becomes part of the blood that fuels you. It's all very amusing, but in no way does it render you invulnerable to the effects of a bad day. But I've managed this nicely, I mean I still haven't killed anyone............"

Jhonen Vasquez

[Snoogans4Jay]

"Such amusing fiction these stories they tell. It always comes to this: If they REALLY had a desire to live, they would have been more aware of how easy it is to die, would've chosen their actions more wisely. In these moments, you can tell they're not regretting having hurt you. They regret doing it to your face."

---Nny on his victims.

[Snoogans4Jay]

"Sometimes...you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever God you think will listen. And still, it makes NO difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared."


Jhonen Vasquez

[Snoogans4Jay]

To be nobody but yourself in a world that is doing it's best, night and day, to make you everbody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.

E.E. Cummings

One of Nancy Spungen's favorite quotes......have to agree with her there

[Snoogans4Jay]

*I do not adore death as if I were some idiot groupie to the lead singer in a band. I approach it with the mixture of fascination/terror/icy speculation of someone who really knows nothing. I trust, only enough, to know that I like myself too much to even consider bringing about my own demise.*.....Jhonen Vasquez

[Snoogans4Jay]

*A good listener is usually thinking about something else. * Kin Hubbard

[Snoogans4Jay]

"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity."

Edgar Allen Poe

[1waytkt2tckltown]

"Why should I love God? He strung up his only son like a side of veal. I shudder to think what he'd do to me. "

"In order to know virtue, we must acquaint ourselves with vice. Only then can we know the true measure of a man. "

Marquis De Sade

[Snoogans4Jay]

Feb 13, 2009 5:53:53 GMT -5 1waytkt2tckltown said:

"Why should I love God? He strung up his only son like a side of veal. I shudder to think what he'd do to me. "

"In order to know virtue, we must acquaint ourselves with vice. Only then can we know the true measure of a man. "

Marquis De Sade

A man I both fear and admire.........mmmmmmm seems sexual attraction can't be far away

[Snoogans4Jay]

"I was reading about how countless species are being pushed towards extinction by man's destruction of the forests. Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us."

Calvin (age six)

[Snoogans4Jay]

........

[jrotten]

Dec 27, 2008 12:21:32 GMT -5 Snoogans4Jay said:

To be nobody but yourself in a world that is doing it's best, night and day, to make you everbody else means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.

E.E. Cummings

One of Nancy Spungen's favorite quotes......have to agree with her there

I agree with her too